Yesterday and today, I was out shopping and doing some errands. The weather was especially hot and humid, even though it's only the middle of May. So I had on a t-shirt and capris (yesterday) and a t-shirt and shorts (today).
I walked past a mirror (yesterday) and a store window (today), and it stopped me in my tracks! Both times, I looked like a street person, or someone who had been ill for a long time. Granted, on neither day did I go out of my way to get fixed up, but I figured I looked OK.
Now I don't spend an inordinate amount of time obsessing over my appearance, but these two things just really rattled me. I expect to look awful if I've been exercising, gardening, or if I am in fact recovering from some illness. But not when I am just walking around.
Recently, I have been reading the book The Life Changing Magic of Tidying Up, by Marie Kondo. I have found it both amusing and interesting, and have been slowly working my way through things applying the principles in the book (our house isn't big enough, and I don't get enough stretches of long time to pull out everything in every room each time, as she suggests). I've made real progress, which feels good, but I also now realize that it's not just my closet, or the kitchen cabinets, or places here that need to be tidied up - it's me as well!
So it's time to make a plan, and try to get my person in order. I know it will make me feel better, and give me more energy. I've been making a concerted effort to find something positive in each day, and maybe this little push is just what I needed.
I'm giving myself a few days to think about the what/when/how of getting myself "tidied up" because I would like to do this in a systematic way.
It can't hurt, and it might help - right?
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